February 2011
9 posts
The girl I was meant to be
Days go by and I’m terrified
Terrified by the possibility someone won’t see past the darkness
and find the light in my eyes,
even when it’s hidden deep inside
Moments pass and I wish this wasn’t me
That I could be the girl who’s smile is easy to keep
That my world could always be filled with sun
But in the end I cannot change the girl I was made to be
And in...
Some days i wonder what would’ve happened if things worked out like I dreamed they could. Would we both be happier?
I remember a girl
So full of life, of hopes and dreams
A girl who wanted nothing more than to make a difference in peoples’ lives
To prove to the world that love does exist
She had no shame, no worries when it came to putting her heart and story on the line
For sharing those things shared love in others
She hoped to have a family of her own
Her own children and to adopt
To prove to...
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Why bother when no one listens
Drowning
There’s this little thing called drowning
It’ll consume everything about you, within you
Flood your lungs, cut your ability to breathe
You can try to fight it, but you’re stuck
Kicking, thrashing, anything to keep your head above the water
You’re screaming for help, but in return all you get is more water
Filling your lungs
It’s getting harder to breathe
...
Where do we go from here?
I find myself lost sometimes. I used to be the girl that knew her place in the world. That knew she was meant for something bigger. That knew she wanted to change the world. And now here I am, years later, asking myself what the heck am I even here for? I feel stuck in a rut, moving no where and with no desire to go anywhere. Yes I have a degree, a job, my own place, car paid off. But what do I...
tumblrbot asked: WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE INANIMATE OBJECT?
And off we go......
So I guess I’ll give in to the shenanagins! A dear friend of mine started posting his writings and it made me remember how much I missed writing. Things haven’t been coming to me like they used to so maybe this will be a little push of inspiration. If anyone cares to follow, you’ll see a little bit into my crazy, hectic mind…..a little bit of fun, crazy, bipolar, love,...
